Cracked this morning worst and weak
Tears roll down from inside my cheek
Strange timing Oppurtunity knocks
Sun comes up, paradox
Take the whole part out this wine
Take a rope and tie these thoughts of mine down
Until I'm fine
Don't ask me if I'm hungry
I'm not sick
Somethings tearing me up
Brick by brick
And I feel guilty as I sigh
I'm feeling guilty
Why do I?
Take your hands out of mine
Take a rope and tie these thoughts of mine down
Until I'm fine
Cracked this morning worse and sad
Or have I already told you that
Forget my plans to grow a vine
You wern't dressed to burn these thoughts of mine
Until I'm fine
Until I'm fine

There's a reason, so well hidden

Why I was torn apart from you

Like a song I've never written

Like a joke without a clue

No, I don't want to close my eyes and think of you



How I'd like to get you back

But He won't let me

How I'd like to sing the songs

We knew by heart

"Farewell" sounds really cheap for pain you left me

And it is growing mushrooms in my heart

No, I don't want to close my eyes and think of you



I want to try to get some sleep

But it is hard, can't take the leap

(I'm going to try to get some sleep)



I'm going to try to get some sleep

Join the great subconscious club

I'm going to try to get some sleep

But I'm afraid to wake up



Do you realise I don't know what to do?

Did you become just an idea, are you still real?

Do you still have that snapshot that I gave you?

Oh don't answer me, it wouldn't change the way I feel

Do you feel as if you're having a ball?

Oh, I guess, I hope you don't feel anything at all



I'm going to try to get some sleep

Join the great subconscious club

I'm going to try to get some sleep

But I'm afraid to wake up

I'm going to try to get some sleep

Join the great subconscious club

I'm going to try to get some sleep

But I'm afraid to wake up

Try to get some sleep

Thunder, please explain (please explain)
why you ask me how I am, I'm fine I
wonder is it sane (is it sane)
to pierce purple eyeballs made of china

{Canon}
I love you like a son, like a game I have won
like a toothbrush I used for the Eiffel Tower
my youth, it is gone, it's a boot stuck in the ground
is there truth to be found in an iron flower

Mmmm... I will try hard to be a spark of power
mmmm... I will, I'll never be your iron flower

Stone please explain (please explain)
why your silence makes more noise then thunder
bones, is it sane (is it sane)
to obey me and the flesh you're under

{Canon}
Your words are soon gone and it hurts, I have none
take a jump from your pretty linguistic tower
the goal of speech, so obnoxious to reach
only one thing to do, melt your iron flower

Mmmm... I will try hard to be a spark of power
mmmm... I will, I'll never be your iron flower

Oh, God, I haven't read your book
I'm sure it was divine
Especially the part where you turned water into wine

Oh, God, I want you to clear my mind
It's covered up with dirt
And I want to taste your skin
One time before I taste the earth

Oh, God, I apologize
I didn't knock when I arrived
Oh, God, I apologize
I didn't say goodbye last night
Oh, God

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

You think you haven’t changed
You think I’m being sentimental
You've finally reached that age
Security is fundamental

You think you haven’t changed
You think that you’re just growing older
You wanted to be safe
But it turned you into someone colder

You’re so busy these days
Rearranging your place
Can you still find some space for yourself
You think you haven’t changed

Is anyone to blame
I’d really like to think it’s you
But it seems like that’s the way
Everyone but me is going

You’re so busy these days
Rearranging your face.
Do you still see a trace of yourself

I’m losing all of you
To future plans and obligations
I guess that's what you do
When life’s about your next vacation

You’re so busy these days
Rearranging your place
Can you still find some space for yourself

You’re so busy these days
Rearranging your face
Do you still see a trace of yourself

You think you haven't changed

Look at you how well you've done so far
look at where you're standing who you are
and all our moments good and bad forever in my head
wish we could go back just once and laugh at things we said
It's been wonderful and crazy knowing you
and I hope that I can always see the teenage girl in you
and I know that you'll be fine
but I'll be there evertime
you need someone to say hi to late at night
Remember how I told you I was scared
you'd end up with some jerk who doesn't even know you're there
but deep down I just knew that you would find someone who's real
doesn't claim to know exactly everything you feel
It's been wonderful and crazy knowing you
and I hope that I can always see the teenage girl in you
and I know that you'll be fine
but I'll be there evertime
you need someone to say hi to late at night
Sometimes when I think of us I'm sad
I miss not knowing anything of what could lie ahead
when mostly now I'm grateful that you're where you want to be
not quite here and not quite there but somewhere in between
It's been wonderful and crazy knowing you
and I hope that I can always see the teenage girl in you
and I know that you'll be fine
but I'll be there evertime
you need someone to complain to late at night

I took your life to town
I turned it upside down
about to lose a fight
turning daylight into night
I always wanted to sail you like water
please sail me too
I want to sail you, I do
It looks alright to me
to lose our sight and see
how everything once fast
turns into what will last
I always wanted to sail you like water
please sail me too
I want to sail you, I do
And when we reach the sun
I'll burn the boat we're on
what a sight to see
as I sail you and you sail me
If anything goes wrong
when rattlesnakes make fun
of memories, I tried
to sail you when I died
I always wanted to sail you like water
please sail me too
I want to sail you, I do
I always wanted to sail you like water
please sail me too
I want to sail you
I want to sail you, I do

If I could put you in a frame I'd draw you smiling
With a cigarette in your mouth and your hands reaching out for something
If I could, if I could wear all your clothes I'd still be different
And if I had your speaking voice I'd never whisper
I'd talk and talk and talk

We will be winners
Our heads glued together
And all is indefinite in you

Whatever you've been told
Don't turn to God because you're cold
Try the black one, white is nice
If you want blue, you'll pay the price
Is there no room for us
I'll make a space for us

We will be winners
Our heads glued together
And all is indefinite in you

Meet me in front of the room where we kissed
Where you changed me, estranged me
Where no one resists
Where I followed you, hollowed by you

We will be winners
Our heads glued together
And all is indefinite in you
We will be winners
We will be winners

He was not as tall and rather fat
He had a labrador and a lumping cat
Born in a country with a broken heart
He had enough money and a credit card
Told bedtime stories to his Teddybear
Gave him lots of hugs and a dress to wear
He had a small apartment (what a lovely sight)
He watched MTV all night

Where the hell was friendship
He must have turned it off
And most of all he wondered what is love
What the hell is love

He enjoyed the silence more and more
As he heard the door slam right next door
He had a fancy Parker and a diary
In which he wrote some poetry
And as he went to bed at night
The cat's eyes gave him ample light
To make him lie awake and see
The content of his misery

Where the hell was friendship
He must have turned it off
And most of all he wondered what is love
What the hell is love

Where the hell was friendship
He must have turned it off
And most of all he wondered what is love
What the hell is love

I saw an old woman in a wheelchair
On the highway yesterday
I saw an old woman in a wheelchair
On the highway yesterday
And as I asked her to pull over
To make sure no truck would hit her
She smiled and mumbled, 'okay, whatever you say.'
And I said, 'I wonder why.'

She said, 'Girl, you're so naive
And you're too young to understand
I am now chasing my husband Stan
A pale man in a black suit came to take him
In trade for a cup of tea
A pale man came to take him away from me'

And I said, 'I see,' (and I really did)
'You go and chase him, go ahead
And when you catch him will you send him my love
And tell the pale man to make sure
To call before he comes to take me too.
To take me too.'

(I saw an old woman...)

Beware, beware
They're on their way
They're getting closer every day
But I'm prepared
I'm sure some common sense will
Blow them all away

They like your band
They shake your hand
They smell like food that has gone bad
Today it's you
Today will pass
I'm so sick of all this trash...

(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Don't take it personally, oh no...)

And sometimes in the middle of
The roaches' nest
You find a little soul
That understands the content of a song, so...

(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Don't take it personally, oh no...)
(Oh no...)
(Yeah...)

I'm about to tell you about a man I've known
since I've been able to open up a refrigerator

I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover
could you freeze me in and defrost me when it's over

Mr. Freeze, I feel your chill
as I inhale the urge to kill all my emotions
I ask you please, but all you do is make me sneeze
Mr. Freeze

I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover
whose shadow it is that appears as I bend over

It's Mr. Freeze, I hear no sound
as I focus on the amount of my emotions
I ask you please, take the lead or let me bleed
Mr. Freeze

my temperature is really low now; you're here
but you're not welcome any longer
I will release Mr. Freeze

no bangs, no yells, merely the sea
is Mr. Freeze inside of me

no bangs, no yells, merely the sea
is Mr. Freeze inside of me

no bangs, no yells, merely the sea
is Mr. Freeze inside of me

no bangs, no yells, merely the sea
is Mr. Freeze inside of me

I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover
how it comes that I feel so high when I ought to feel lower

I smoke a lot
I'm not talking weed or pot
I smoke the regular stuff
I smoke a lot
And if you're a smoker too
You are to know sometimes it's tough
To be in healthy company
People who always say
You smoke a lot
Imagine the amount of money you could save if you'd quit
You smoke a lot
By now you'd have a bike, aren't you concerned about the kids
Well, of course, sure I am, concerned (a bit)
But about that bike, I could get killed with it
And is that what you really want
(It's not)

So I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot
My God I smoke a lot, and I feel fine
And I feel fine
I smoke a lot

I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot
Sometimes it's great
Sometimes it's not
But I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot
I smoke a lot

On my mind all went so quickly, I went licketly splickly, out to my old '55
I pulled away slowly, feeling so holy, God knows, I was feeling alive
And now the sun's coming up, I'm riding with Lady Luck,
on a freeway, cars and trucks,
Stars beginning to fade,
and I leave the parade
Just a wishing I'd stayed a little longer,
Oh, dont you know, the feeling's getting stronger
It's six in the morning, you gave me no warning;
I had to be on my way
Trucks are all passing, and the lights are all flashing,
I'm on my way home from your place.
And now the sun's coming up, I'm riding with Lady Luck,
on a freeway, cars and trucks,
Stars beginning to fade,
and I leave the parade
Just a wishing I'd stayed a little longer,
Oh, dont you know, the feeling's getting stronger
On my mind all went so quickly, I went licketly splickly, out to my old '55
I pulled away slowly, feeling so holy, God knows, I was feeling alive
And now the sun's coming up, I'm riding with Lady Luck,
on a freeway, cars and trucks,
Stars beginning to fade,
and I leave the parade
Just a wishing I'd stayed a little longer,
Oh, dont you know, the feeling's getting stronger

Outside it's raining, still you shine
How I've missed your trembling hands inside of mine
I've been away for ages, still you care
Do you count the Sundays when I'm there

Teach me how to watch this game
The way you see it through your magical frame
Time is ticking, try to see
That I am you and you are me

Don't deny that you're afraid to go
Don't deny that you want to cry
Look around and watch your children grow
I feel love in every sigh
If you're not scared, then why am I

Tell me stories, tell me more
Make me feel guilty for being bored
Tell me how to pick up things I've dropped
Please keep talking, never stop

Don't deny that you're afraid to go
Don't deny that you want to cry
Look around and watch your children grow
I feel love in every sigh
Pray for eternity to fly
Don't understand but how I try
If you're not scared, then why am I I feel love in every sigh
Pray for eternity to fly
Don't understand but how I try
If you're not scared, then why am I...

You're crying but as long as it's transparent and not red
There's no real reason to be sad to the people who are
Smiling, always happy, always gay they do not know
That the edges of the mouth can move the other way

You're freezing, the ice on which you nearly slipped outside
Is in your body, in your mind, getting warmer you are
Dreaming, quite useless but it feels okay to you
In a world that's dreaming too, in a world in which you

Keep on searching for a thing sublime
When all you need is inside of you
Everybody's waiting for springtime
Well winter can be cozy too

Cherish the moment, cherish the key
That leads to sane insanity
Cherish incompetence, cherish me
Don't ever cherish somebody who

Keeps on searching for a thing sublime
When all you need is inside of you
Everybody's waiting for springtime
Well winter can be cozy too

Consuming far too much
Ignoring the will to touch
the ones who don't have food at all...

I'm breathing
I'm wondering how
we watch Wheel of Fortune now
I close my eyes and try to see
a piece of paradise in me

Beat me up
and smash my brand new TV
to help me look for
a little piece of paradise in me

I'm dancing, I'm writing songs
about what bothers me the most
about those who can't dance at all...

I'm only jumping
I'm only freaking out
and I wonder what it's all about
to close my eyes and finally see
a piece of paradice in me

Beat me up
and smash my brand new TV
to help me look for
a little piece of paradise in me
a little piece of paradise in me

In this quiet little place
I can't remember having known a different pace
In this quiet little place
I can surrender to the beauty of its face

And now everything I see
Whether it's an airplane or a tree
It makes me wonder
About the things I must have missed
And the chains around my wrists
They are no longer

In this quiet little place
I can't imagine what it's like to be back home
Where they care about what time it is
And spend their days answering the phone

And now everything I feel
Whether it's fiction or it's real
It's so much clearer
Like the color of this light
It seems more dangerous and bright
But I don't fear her

And slowly it fades, I'm back in the race
I have to fight it, I know
I don't want to go away

In this quiet little place
You run your fingers through my hair and whisper 'Hey'
And no matter how I try
I can't seem to think of anything better to say

Too many happy faces, I wonder what that means
Are you personally offended by an iron on your jeans
Too many happy faces, is that more than you can bear
Or is it part of what you should be, lack of hygiene in your hair

Oohooh... Oohooh...
Oohooh... Ooh...

If I thought you were clever, I'd be even more upset
And if you knew what you were saying, I might even have respect
As a Christian I should love you

But I don't need to hear your depressing remarks
See your know-it-all face on TV
And I couldn't care less about what you want to say
And I wish that it wasn't just me

Oh I don't think I'm better or kinder of heart, I'm as guilty as I can be
But every chance I get to put a smile on someone's face I will take it, believe me

But I don't need to hear your depressing remarks
See your know-it-all face on TV
And I couldn't care less about what you want to say
And I wish that it wasn't just me
No I wish that it wasn't just me

Too many happy faces
How eloquent you are
You know someday I think you'll
Become a big, big superstar

But I don't need to hear your depressing remarks
See your know-it-all face on TV
And I couldn't care less about what you want to say
And I wish that it wasn't just me

No I don't need to hear your depressing remarks
See your know-it-all face on TV
And I couldn't care less about what you want to say
And I wish that it wasn't just me
No I wish that it wasn't just me
No I wish that it wasn't just me...

Welcome the rainbow, fading to gray
Spinning around us, making me stay
I'm looking for something like most of us do
I'm looking at god but he's looking at you
He looks for a driver to take him back home
To get it together by being alone
I'm sure he's a writer, he wrote me just now
The letter is empty like I'm living now
But that feels good to do
Compared to losing you
And I'm losing you
Do I need a baby to smother the pain
To stop all I live through from being in vain
Vanity fills me, vanity's nice
But somehow it kills you by hitting you twice
So take it all brother, take it from me
All but my lover 'cause she is in me
So many lovers don't look but they find
We're lovers too but I'm losing my mind
But that feels good to do
Compared to losing you
Can I be a memory
Can I be a part of your ways
Can I be the moonlight
That shines on your beautiful face
You can make me glow
I don't think you know...
I keep on singing a song is a dove
It lives in a desert to celebrate love
May be tomorrow, may be tonight
You will look up and you'll know I'm all right
And I will be ready, ready to ride
Ready to roam as I'm burning inside
But that feels good to do
Compared to losing you
Am I losing you (to fade)

Paul studied a lot
At least he pretended to
He had too much on his mind
It was too small
To see the beauty of it all

Lea loved him a lot
At least she pretended to
He was always on her mind
She said, Paul,
There's a fire in the hall

And when it finally burned the questions
For the answers he had found
He realized it ought to be the other way around

There's a fire burning in the hall
It looks great, I don't care, let it burn
I don't care, I don't care
I don't care at all

They got married right on the spot
At least I presume they did
I have too much on my mind
To tell you the fall
Of Lea and Paul
Out in the hall

For the moment that this song has stopped
They'll probably be dead
So it's better maybe wiser
To leave the rest unsaid

There's a fire burning in the hall
It looks great, I don't care, let it burn
I don't care, I don't care
I don't care at all

There's a fire burning in the hall
It looks great, I don't care, let it burn
I don't care, I don't care
I don't care at all
I don't care at all
I don't care at all
I don't care at all
I don't care at all
I don't care at all

Go on my love
I know you must go
But if there were a way
I would keep you home

You'll fight for the tears
In the eyes of our child
As she stares at the hands
Of her brother who died

For our future, our land
Or the freedom to dance
Wherever the music
Might lead us my friends

You died all alone
And I no longer pray
Cause if there were a God
He'd have let you stay

So tomorrow I'll burn
Our house to the ground
And we'll join you up there
We no longer care

About the future, our land
Or the freedom to dance
Wherever you are
We're already there

there must be something more i can buy in the store
And i can not ignore the resemblance
With a tune i have heard in a dream that referred
To a beautiful world in which everyone wants

Ooooooooooooooooooooooh

Surprise, surprise, bright light into my eyes
And in the red sky i saw angels fly by
And the angel of death standing next to me said
Now there's only one thing left to do for you, sing with me

Ooooooooooooooooooooooh
Ooooooooooooooooooooooh
Ooooooooooooooooooooooh

And they danced and they drank and they thought it was love
And they played and they thanked the great lord up above
For the money he gave them the sex and the booze
The american dream in which no one can lose
They didn't stop singing with tears in their eyes
Their mouths filled with chocolate and strawberry pies
They were all so excited, they were all very dumb
They had chosen to party the day they dropped the bomb

They dropped the bomb
They dropped the bomb

And they danced and they drank and they thought it was love
And they played and they thanked the great lord up above
For the money he gave them the sex and the booze
The american dream in which no one can lose
And they didnt stop singing with tears in their eyes
Their mouths filled with chocolate and strawberry pies
They were all so excited, they were all very dumb
They had chosen to party the day they dropped the bomb

They dropped the bomb
They dropped the bomb

I feel it too, try not to talk
Try not to think of why we're here
You guide me, hit me
Somewhere inside of me

And no one here to verify
No camera shooting what your eyes say
This way I might forget about today

Ooh how, good how
Wonderful it is
It almost makes me wanna think
There is a reason for all this

I used to be a disbeliever, love was unreal
Just like moviestars and crashing cars
And shooting stars and Star Wars
But it's true

Ooh how, good how
Wonderful it is
It almost makes me wanna think
There is a reason for all this


[Thanks to Korn_girl1486@hotmail.com for these lyrics]

Show me where you found your faith and
Does it help you sleep at night
I am not that complicated
I just need some time

Because it doesn't feel right
And I’m mostly very tired

Life is easy when you fake it
Right until you realize
Your happiness is unrelated
To anything you have inside

And it doesn’t feel right
And I’m mostly very tired

Every chance I get to distract myself
I won’t try to convince myself
That there's anything for real or
That we're sure of what we feel

Quiet time is underrated
I still can’t stand to be alone
That might be why I’m so unstable
Barely able to hold on

And I just don’t feel right
And I’m mostly very tired

There you are
Your beauty consoles me
I've gone far
And I almost didn’t find you
And I almost lived without you
There is nothing in this world
I’d rather do
Than live in you

Here we go,
Our favorite adventure
You should know
I was never more complete
And I never thought I’d see
The meaning of my life
Wrapped in you
Next to me

If you ever fear
Someday we might lose this
Come back here
To this moment that will last
And time can go so fast
When everything’s exactly
Where it’s at
Its very best

Life has always been a pretty song
And pretty loud
You’re so beautiful
Why is it fading out

I don’t want to live forever
But as long as I do
I’d love to live for real

Now the boy who dried your tears
Is crying all the time
Now the joy I’ve had for years
Has left me for a while

I don’t want to live forever
But as long as I do
I’d love to live for real

With you I might get there
With you I might start to feel
With you I will get there
With you I will live for real

I will breathe the air, I’ll dance
And you will wonder why
It's because you made me see
This chance was moving by

Because I’m not going to live forever
But as long as I do
I’d love to live for real

With you I might get there
With you I might start to feel
With you I will get there
With you I will live for real

When a cloud becomes my head
Play your music loud instead
And we’ll dance until
The both of us are dead

Ive been watching as you
Move through the maze that I drew
Oh, how you waltzed into
My ugly view
Your secret to no secrets from you
I have searched for my truth
Tricked by the hope of my youth
Oh, I found good and bad
No brilliant plan
No places to go or faces to know
I got skilled in avoiding the will
To accept I was wrong
Write the ultimate song for you
If I made time for regretting the past
Nothing would be left to make this moment last
Ive been watching as you
Make whats impossible true
The air that I need
The life that I breatheIve been watching as you
Move through the maze that I drew
Oh, how you waltzed into
My ugly view
Your secret to no secrets from you
I have searched for my truth
Tricked by the hope of my youth
Oh, I found good and bad
No brilliant plan
No places to go or faces to know
I got skilled in avoiding the will
To accept I was wrong
Write the ultimate song for you
If I made time for regretting the past
Nothing would be left to make this moment last
Ive been watching as you
Make whats impossible true
The air that I need
The life that I breathe

There’s something about this day
That feels a lot like yesterday
Everything looks the same:
The wall, the tv set
The way I move around myself to be

Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me

I never felt like I belonged
To anything or anyone
Still I depend on you
For every single thing
I could be wrong about so much, but

Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me

I’m too young to know I’m young
I’m too selfish to be strong
Am I too old
To allow my adolescence to go on

There’s something about this day
That’s not at all like yesterday
I could be

Somewhere over there
Where things just seem to grow
Where somebody seems to know
What they want from me

I'm waiting for the bus to come
I'm lying on a bench
Thinking of a book I read
And wondering what it meant

I hear footsteps coming closer
It's an ordinary man
He comes up to me, shakes my hand
And asks me who I am

I am paralysed, I can't talk or move
What could I say
And before I have the chance to think
I tell this man my name
I tell this man my name

He smiles and looks away
But I still don't know the answer to this day
To this day
To this day
To this day...
To this day
To this day
To this day...

(I don't know the answer...)

Not so long ago
We both felt love became a word
No more than that
With sex that felt like wings without a bird

The only thing that we both love
Is in the cradle that we rock
Six hands, six feet, but just one beat
The ticking of the clock

I always heard I could get hurt
(I knew that from the start)
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart

Solid wood will rot
If you don't keep it from the rain
We were surprised when we found out
That love feels just like pain

I always heard I could get hurt
I knew that from the start
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart

I'm sure you're only dreaming
You're only juggling with my mind
While I feel more and more like screaming
For the scar you left behind

I'm sure you're only dreaming
I'm sure we're just a part
Of what the lucky man believes in
I'm sure you know this song by heart

You're only dreaming, I think I can hear you talk
You're only dreaming, I think I can hear you say, 'shut up'
You're only dreaming, I hope your dream is in me
You're only dreaming you're free

You will show up while I'm dreaming
Out of nowhere cross my way
You will ask me not to scream and
You will smile and you will say, 'dear friend,

You're only dreaming, I think I can hear you talk
You're only dreaming, I think I can hear you say, 'shut up'
You're only dreaming, I hope your dream is in me
You're only dreaming you're free
You're only dreaming
You're only dreaming
You're only dreaming, dreaming...
You're only dreaming
You're only dreaming
You're only dreaming, dreaming...'

Bravely I look further than I see
Knowing things I know I cannot be, not now
I'm so aware of where I am, but I don't know where that is
And there's something right in front of me and I

Touch the fingers of my hand
And I wonder if it's me
Holding on and on to Theories of prosperity
Someone who can promise me
I believe in me

Tomorrow I was nothing, yesterday I'll be
Time has fooled me into thinking it's a part of me
Nothing in this room but empty space
No me, no world, no mind, no face

Touch the fingers of my hand and tell me if it's me
Holding on and on to Love, what else is real
A religion that appeals to me, oh
I believe in me

Can you turn me off for just a second, please
Turn me into something faceless, weightless, mindless, homeless Vacuum state of peace

On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
I believe in me
On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
I believe in me

Wait for me, I'm nothing on my own
I'm willing to go on, but not alone, not now
I'm so aware of everything, but nothing seems for real and
As long as you're in front of me then I'll

I watch the fingers of our hands
And I'm grateful that it's me
Holding on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
I believe in me

I'm willing to go on but not alone, not now
I'm so aware of everything

I will walk away from you
(Don't stop me)
I will walk away from you
(Don't blame me)

I have felt the ugly midget kicking on my knee
I have seen the ugly midget walking over me

I will tell you what I've learned
We're through as far as I'm concerned
Break up and just before we do
I will walk away from you

I will walk away from you
(Stop me)
I will walk away from you
(Blame me)

I have had enough of you
Tell me you hate me too
Or embrace me and forget
What I have said to you

I will tell you what I've learned
We're one as far as I'm concerned
Make up and just before we do
I will be walking back to you

Walking back to you
Walking back to you
Walking back to you
Walking back to you

I've been thinking all night about this song
The music's okay but I can't find words to say

I could sing that I'm a Virgin and show my tits
Decree how sex improves the world
In which masturbation is the thing of the day
'I'm afraid I haven't got that much to say'

I thought about 'Hello, fool, I love you'
Or repeat a hundred times 'How do you do'
I Wanna Dance with Somebody, hey, I like that sound
But there ain't nobody Humpin' Around

I wanna meet the man who wrote these lyrics (he must be great)
I wanna meet the man who wrote these songs
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man

And while I sing these words to you
There's a Rat in my Kitchen, don't know what I'll do
Forget about the rat and sing along
Cause we feel so strong and we can't go wrong
We walk hand in hand to the promised land

I think I met the man who wrote these lyrics
I guess I have ignored the things he said
I think that I have noticed how expensive perfume
Never covers up a smelly breath

I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man
I wanna meet the man

Before last night my heart was grey
Like my country is today
Big kaleidoscope I see
A thousand people gaze at me
To break the ice I start to sing
About a cell called everything
A cell so big a word like small
Is suitable to say it all
Is the fighting over?
I lost track
Like a wave it all comes back
Same kaleidoscope I see
Someone standing next to me
It's hard to do, it's hard to try
Hard to stop wondering why
Do I keep filing every case
When the answer's on your face
You can't see her but you do
Music is transparent too
So join me, sing with all your might
Hallelujah, praise tonight
Far away and long ago
Wintertime meant feeling low
Now every single star looks bright
God was in my bed last night

Is there anything you want from me
My arms, my life, my energy
I don't know how far I can go
Everything says no
But you know how it goes when
You’re used to your side of the bed

I know you don't belong in this room
But you're here now
So what can I do

All that I am is
All I was taught to be
All that you are is
A wall between myself and me

Have you ever really looked at me
Or thought about me secretly
Do I make you wonder at all
About the speed of light
Outside our little world we might not
Feel so alone

I know you don't belong in this room
But you're here now
So what can I do

All that I am is
All I was taught to be
All that you are is
A wall between myself and me

Pual studied a lot
At least he pretended to
He had too much on his mind
It was too small
To see the beauty of it all
Lea loved him a lot
At least she pretended to
He was always on her mind
She said, paul,
There's a fire in the hall

And when it finally burned the questions
For the answers he had found
He realized it ought to be the other way around

There's a fire burning in the hall
It looks great, i don't care, let it burn
I don't care, i don't care,
I don't care at all

They got married right on the spot
At least i presume they did
I have too much on my mind
To tell you the fall
Of lea and paul
Out in the hall

For the moment that this song has stopped
They'll probably be dead
So it's better maybe wiser
To leave the rest unsaid

Asleep, asleep, I fall asleep
I'm never waking up
I wish I could accept me
But I think I'm giving up

There's so much love and beauty
Yet to come, I am aware
But what about the other things
I can no longer bear

Asleep, asleep, I fall asleep
I'm never waking up

Please, just let me be at peace
I want to feel the peace
I want to be the peace

Asleep, asleep, I fall asleep
I'm never waking up


[Thanks to Korn_girl1486@hotmail.com for these lyrics]

I wish you could adore
The way you did before
Now you're living through another year
Oh, the light you were
Will soon become a blur
As you're living through another year

Oh, what a waste of time it is
To indulge inside of bliss
Getting ready for another year like this

Another year to lie
Another year goes by

You're not sick, so you can’t heal
But I wonder do you feel
The need to cry: 'I'm out of here'
Oh, your goal is safe
But is it all you crave
As you're living through another year

Oh, what a waste of time it is
To indulge inside of bliss
Getting ready for another year like this

Another year to lie
Another year goes by

Is it me who cannot see
The face of mediocrity
I try to smile you see
Your lightness darkens me
Filter all of your emotions.
Fake you’re never low
Or face the one you fear
You’re living through another year

Another year to lie
Another year goes by

Today there's nothing more to say
But someday I'll return to you
Today things didn't go our way
Maybe tomorrow I will return to you

Today I'd like to slip away from all this pain
Someday, I'll return to you
Today I'd like to be a cell inside your vein
Maybe tomorrow I will return to you

Once more I'd like to put a spider in your bed
For that, I will return to you
I want you to hear the things I never said
For that, I will return to you
Someday, I'll return to you

Dry the rain inside my head
To hear the things I never said
I will return to you

To be a light beam through a cloud
To laugh at things I'm singing now
I will, I will return to you
I will return to you, to you
I will return to you
Someday I'll return to you
I will return to you
Maybe tomorrow I will return to you

See their heads up in a cloud
Watch them follow what goes on
Through a little screen
Oh no, the picture's gone
There is always something else to do
As long as it's no tricky conversation
About the meaning of our lives
Or the reason why we pray before we die
I'm afraid I have to say that
All of this combined with me
Is very wicked chemistry

It might take a while, turn me on
Live freestyle, come on
Take your time, turn me on
Live freestyle, come on

Come on let your wallet be your witness
Put your feelings in a can
Idolize a common man and join the band
You might fall for that but
All of this combined with me
Is very wicked chemistry

It might take a while, turn me on
Live freestyle, come on
Take your time, turn me on
Live freestyle, come on...

Everywhere, picture you are dancing just like Fred Astaire
Close your eyes and feel the wind blow through your hair
And cool your perfect body and blow away the cross you used to bear

It might take a while, turn me on
Live freestyle, come on
Take your time, turn me on
Live freestyle, come on...

Every single night in bed
A black cross says 'Perhaps you're getting better
I'd like to thank you for your efforts
To promote what really matters
Whenever you're about to fall
Remember this, it's not a news flash
Don't pretend to know it all, but go ahead
Call it a cocoon crash

What I really see in you
Is nothing like the things you do
As you are doing them right now
What you would really love to win
To become the air as well as trash
Is to get rid of all your skin
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Call it what you will, call it what you will
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash'

Suddenly the ego that I used to have Is no bigger than an eyelash
Clearly I remember someone told me 'Hold on tight, here's your cocoon crash

What I really see in you
Is nothing like the things you do
As you are doing them right now
What you would really love to win
To become the air as well as trash
Is to get rid of all your skin
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Call it what you will, call it what you will
Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash
Call it what you will, call it what you will, yeah (you will)
Call it what you will, yeah (you will)

(You will)
(You will)'

No, I know what you said
But that doesn't mean that I understand
And you don't know what I meant by that
But it's sweet that you tried
That you're on my side

If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard

As close, as close as we’ll get
We touch and it's gone
I must have been wrong when I thought
Everything melts in us
Though sometimes it does

If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard

No, I'll never be you
But I don't need to
As long as you love me like you

If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
And I would be heard
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard

I lock the door and lock my head
And dream of butterflies instead
The beauty of their colored wings
The trees, the grass and pretty things
Imagination fills the void of my existence

Daddy says 'I love you girl, it's not your fault
Your mom and me don't get along'
I know he's lying, I know there's no such thing as
Inexplicable I hear, forget, this world in bed
And suddenly the sun comes up
That's when my pets all come alive
They cheer me up and tell me

Everything's alright
Stuffed animals are always right

My favorite song, my favorite show
I wonder if they even know
Or if they care or if they even notice
I am standing there
I want my pets to come alive
And cheer me up and tell me

Everything's alright
Stuffed animals are always right
Everything's alright
Stuffed animals are always right
Alright...

My eyes all red, the baby's wet
And someone has to get that phone
I want my pets to come alive and
Cheer me up and tell me

Alright...

I lock the door and lock my head
And dream of butterflies instead

"basically the same"

Don't call me sinner
Don't call me nerd
Don't call me chaotic
Because you heard

I have strange feelings
I have weird thoughts
But don't call me an artist
Because i'm not

I am an animal, a saint
A grown up child without a name
I am a black man, i am gay
I say we're basically the same
Don't label me

I'm not a colour
I'm not a sex
I'm not a partner
I'm not an ex

Don't call me nigger
Don't call me queer
Don't call me retarded
Although i am

I am an animal, a saint
A grown up child without a name
I am a black man, i am gay
I say we're basically the same

Don't label, don't you see
A wooden table is actually a tree

Which is basically the same
Which is basically the same
Which is basically the same as you as me

I have a brother I love more than me
He and his wife had a little baby
He hates sudden noises
He can't stand bright light
I suppose he'd have rather stayed inside

Little man, I wonder, are you happy, are you sad?
The one thing I'm sure of you're the smallest man I ever met
And you will see beauty
And you will feel pain
You're the little spark of hope inside my brain

I am so sorry about the world we put you in
I am so sorry I'll never be like you again

Little man, so much to learn and so much to forget
So much to give before I go to bed
I think that your first words
Just may be your best
And I hope that 'I love you' will be your last

Oh how I hope that you grow up to be happy
Oh how I hope that you will shed a tear for me

You wonder who you are and that is not unusual
'Cause no one's ever sure
Little man, will you remember me?


[Thanks to Korn_girl1486@hotmail.com for these lyrics]

Paul studied a lot
at least he pretended to.
He had too much on his mind.
It was too small,
to see the beauty of it all.

Lea loved him a lot,
at least she pretended to.
He was always on her mind.
She said, Paul,
there's a fire in the hall.

And when it finally burned the questions
for the answers he had found,
he realised it ought to be the other way around.

There's a fire burning in the hall.
It looks great, I don't care, let it burn,
I don't care, I don't care,
I don't care at all.

They got married right on the spot,
at least I presumed they did.
i have too much on my mind
to tell you the fall
of Lea and Paul,
out in the hall.

For the moment that this song has stopped
they'll probably be dead.
So it's better, maybe wiser,
to leave the rest unsaid.

Watch me, I'm coming closer
I am the mood you're in tonight
Pretty poser, perfect armageddon bride
I am a circle, it feels right
I am the one who swallows light
Multiplying parasite
Perfect features, perfect sight

You who thought you had it all
Lost your leaves before the fall
You should have killed me
You should have tried
Armageddon bride, hide, hide

Watch me, bright but blurry
Yet you knew I've always been
In a hurry to contaminate what's clean

Drawing whiskers in the sky for fun, to cover up the sun
As you sting me with your laughter

Hide, hide (armageddon bride)
You who thought you had it all
Lost your leaves before the fall
You should have killed me
You should have tried
You better hide
Armageddon

You who thought you had it all
Lost your leaves before the fall
Hide...

I was born in a cradle of love.
I had two brothers who beat me up
When I was 7 years old
I had a friend named Tom
And when we were together
I didn't want to go home

When I was 15, I was very confused
I made a bad habit out of breaking the rules
The kitchen window
Was my door to the night
And when I got caught
They made me stay home

I was 20 years old when I met you
And as soon I as saw you
I knew what I had to do
I still remember the way you looked
And how I wanted to tell you
I want to take you home

I’m 26 and I still love you
But as far as the world goes
I still don’t have a clue
What it's for or what it’s about
But until I find out,
I'll just call it home

I don't know who you are
But you seem very nice
So will you talk to me
Shall I tell you a story
Shall I tell you a dream
They think I'm crazy
But they don't know that I like it here
It's nice in here, I get everything for free

Have you been here before
Shall I show you around
It's very pretty
Have you come here to stay
Well, you sure picked a day
My name is Billy
It's my birthday, you're invited to my party down the hall

Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be
I'll never know, but I am sure that I'll get everything for free

I'm not troubled or sad
I'm just ready for bed
It's been a long day
Before they switch off the lights
It truly was a delight
They think I'm crazy
But they don't know that I like it here
It's nice in here

Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be
I'll never know, but I am sure that I'll get everything for free

Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be
I'll never know, but I am sure that I'll get everything for free
Everything for free

I don't know who you are
But you seem very nice
So will you talk to me
Have you been here before
Well, you sure picked a day
They think I'm crazy

The thought of you and me and me and you
It's clear, it's blurry
Your head, my mind, your mind, my head, as one
It's real, the foolish worry

I feel you and you feel me as I feel you
It's good, it's scary
The speed, the heat, it's deep, and steep
It's light but hard to carry

Listen when I'm silent there's a
Sound that only you can hear
Listen when it's quiet I know
You can hear it, cover up your ears
Cover up your ears

Your hands, my mouth, your mouth, my hands
The weight of what we're thinking
No words, the air we breathe
It's not liquid, but we're drinking

Listen when I'm silent there's a
Sound that only you can hear
Listen when it's quiet I know
You can hear it, cover up your ears
Cover up your ears

Listen when I'm silent there's a
Sound that only you can hear
A sound that only you can hear
A sound that only you can hear
A sound that only you can hear

I'm about to tell you about a man I've known
since I've been able to open up a refrigerator

I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover
could you freeze me in and defrost me when it's over

Mr. Freeze, I feel your chill
as I inhale the urge to kill all my emotions
I ask you please, but all you do is make me sneeze
Mr. Freeze

I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover
whose shadow it is that appears as I bend over

It's Mr. Freeze, I hear no sound
as I focus on the amount of my emotions
I ask you please, take the lead or let me bleed
Mr. Freeze

My temperature is very low now; you're here
but you're not welcome any longer
I will release Mr. Freeze

No bangs no yells, merely the sea
is Mr. Freeze inside of me... (3x)

I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover
how it comes that I feel so high when I ought to feel lower

Any time tomorrow I will lie and say I'm fine
I'll say yes when I mean no
And any time tomorrow
The sun will cease to shine
There's a shadowman who told me so

Any time tomorrow the rain will play a part
Of a play I used to know
Like no other
Used to know it all by heart
But a shadowman inside has let it go

Oh no, let go of my hand
Oh no, not now I'm down, my friend
You came to me anew
Or was it me who came to you
Shadowman

Any time tomorrow a part of me will die
And a new one will be born
Any time tomorrow
I'll get sick of asking why
Sick of all the darkness I have worn

Any time tomorrow
I will try to do what's right
Making sense of all I can
Any time tomorrow
I'll pretend to see the light
I just might
Shadowman

Oh here's the sun again
Isn't it appealing to recline
Get blinded and to go into the light again
Doesn't it make you sad
To see so much love denied
See nothing but a shadowman inside

Chorus

Oh, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect
Please, if you're coming down to rescue me
Now would be perfect

There's a chair in my head on which I used to sit
Took a pencil and I wrote the following on it

Now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
Dig it up, throw it at me
Dig it up, throw it at me

Where can I run to, where can I hide
Who will I turn to now I'm in a virgin state of mind

Got a knife to disengage the voids that I can't bear
To cut out words I've got written on my chair

Like do you think I'm sexy
Do you think I really care

Can I burn the mazes I grow
Can I, I don't think so

Can I burn the mazes I grow
Can I, I don't think so

Where can I run to, where can I hide
Who will I turn to now I'm in a virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind

Wij maken een kringetje van jongens en van meisjes
Wij maken een kringetje van tralala
Maak nu een buiging
Maak nu een buiging
Bij de hand
Bij de hand
Pak je ma(a)tje bij de hand
Stop

In a dark well
Late at night
Children crying, they've lost their kite
They're left with nothing but

Giant lizards
Eating deer
Growing appetite as they notice that
Their prey's stills breathing

Lizards' eyes reflection
Shows a glimpse of imperfection
Through the spastic sighs of innocence
Of deer's blood and it's cruel attraction

White kite fauna, do you feel
White kite fauna, is it real
Is it real

In a dark well
I found a kite
Bloodstained, so beautiful
Recognizable

I close my eyes and
I perceive
Marble emptiness
Looking for my soul to bless

Lizards' eyes reflection
Shows a glimpse of imperfection
Through the spastic sighs of innocence
Of deer's blood and it's cruel attraction

White kite fauna, do you feel
White kite fauna, is it real
White kite fauna, do you feel
White kite fauna, will it heal
Will it heal

In a dark well
Late at night
I am crying
I've lost my kite
Left with nothing

I woke up between dawn and night
Thought I heard the voice of Mommy
Sounds as if my parents have a fight
So I woke up my brother lying next to me

I wonder why she's making all that noise
Better go and check it out
So without trying to breathe only the sound of little feet
We were about to discover what that noise was all about

And as we opened up the door
We saw them lying on the kitchen floor
We were grateful for they both did their best
But we said 'Hey, there must be an easier way to make break fast'

They both got up real fast
As if they were caught (or something)
And then we understood at last
It was a surprise breakfast they were planning

Mommy stumbled, 'Later, kids, you'll understand'
While Daddy was busy putting on his pants
We said 'We already do, don't worry, we'll do the rest'
So far for our quest, we made coffee, boiled eggs
We made them breakfast

In your dreams, in your bed
in everyone and in your head
on the wall, it ain't white
in every letter that you write

In the way people talk
in the shape of stones and rocks
he's your hero, he's your God
he listens to this song and nods.... and nods

In a voice, in a sound
when you're happy when you're down
it will pass, things will change
but you don't want to hear that

In the scent of the air
on the clothes that people wear
you feel love, so does he
and he's telling you, 'I'm here'.... 'I'm here'
he's here.... he's here

Lalala, Lalala,.........

As I'm walking through these streets again
I'm crawling
And as I try to live my life again
I'm falling down

Can you pick me up
Can you let it stop
Can you make it go away

Can you pick me up
Can you let it stop
Can you make it go away

Won't somebody help me, is it hard
To let me find my way
Won't somebody love me (for a start)
I'm laughing as I pray

Where is the road
I must look at the road
I must pray a little longer
Or laugh a little more

That's a stupid hat you're wearing
It doesn't really match your hair
Did I ever tell you that your breath is worse
Than what you wear

That's exactly what she told him
At least that's what he told me
So I guess we could conclude
They're not a happy family

Love's not what you see between the legs of the majority

That's a lovely dress you're wearing
Too bad your figure can't make it work
When I hear the things you say
I wonder if your brain can work

That's exactly what he told her
At least that's what she told me
I scream my calls, I lock my doors
I'm suddenly filled with apathy

Love's not what you see between the legs of the majority
Although, I'd like to add the game in bed is a necessity
To make me happy
Make me happy
Love's not what you see between the legs of the majority
Although, I'd like to add the game in bed is a necessity

As she falls down and hurts her head
She's lying still but she's not dead
Awakens slowly, sees a picture of herself
On the wall as she gets up
Straightens her dress and calls me up
She says: 'I know now, I am whole now. Can you come?'

In your room
Where both of you are talking
Your good side and your bad
Discussing who has better hair
In your space
I hear four feet walking
And there are two more knocking
In case you're wondering
I'm still on your side

As she embraces all of me
I want her only to need me
It doesn't matter what I tell her because she changes
Her mind before she speaks
And tends to talk before she thinks
But how I love her

I know there's truth for you somewhere
If I were wise I'd take you there
But I'm not, at least not yet
So I'll be watching you instead
In your room, in your room

In your room
I can wander around forever
And I recognize the color of the walls that we painted
In your chair
That I broke because I was careless
I can sit and watch you dance around
My words are spoken
I am on your side
My words are spoken I am on your side
In your room...

Lost in time I can't count the words
Said when I thought they went unheard
All of those harsh thoughts so unkind
'Cos I wanted you

(And) now I sit here I'm all alone
So here sits a fucking mess, tears fly home
A circle of angels, deep in war
'Cos I wanted you

Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep is I am, I'm no ones fool
Weak as I am

And what am I now but loves last home
I'm all of the soft words I once owned
If I opened my heart, there'd be no space for air
'Cos I wanted you

With this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you


[Thanks to Korn_girl1486@hotmail.com for these lyrics]

If I could look beyond your face
And photograph your hidden place
Would I find you smiling in the picture

I don’t know what you want
Because you don’t know,
So what’s the point of asking

You’re almost happy
Almost content
But your head hurts

Far too many ways to go
We learn so much but never know
Where to look
Or when we should stop looking

I can love the whole of you.
The poetry I stole from you
And hide inside my stomach

You’re almost happy
Almost content
But your head hurts

It’s easy to get lost in you
And fall asleep inside of you
I want to return to you
A reason to be here
A reason to be here

No I don’t know what you want
And you don’t know
So what’s the point of asking

You’re almost happy
Almost content
But your head hurts

You turn off the light, kiss me good night
And mother, I know that I’m going to be alright

I just can't wait to grow up
Find my own life, be a good wife
And a smart one, I’m sure

I never took us for granted and I always knew
You and I are special
But I never knew how much I'd miss you

So much has changed and been rearranged
And I see that I’ve lost
What made me so young and incredibly strong
And never ever wrong
You were always there
Because you're always everywhere

I used to cry for no reason
And that's still the same
Except that I had adolescence to blame
But not now

Now I feel sad because I don't know what’s true
And I miss thinking I could be just like you.

So much has changed and been rearranged
And I see that I’ve lost
What made me so young and incredibly strong
And never ever wrong
So much has changed and been rearranged
And I see that I’ve lost
What made me so sure that I could endure
How hard it is to lose and live again
And never understand

You are always everywhere
You're always there

You turn off the light, and kiss me goodnight
And mother, I know that I’m going to be alright

I was feeling awful and I had too much to drink

And I could only get a bit better if I just knew what to think

I wanted to caress you and to hold you in my arms

I wanted you to touch me while you strangled me with charms

Raise your glass for love, for Julian

I took you to my bedroom with just one thing to do

And only seconds later you were me and I was you

And in silence there together, with the moon born on that vine

My mother woke me up and asked me whether I was fine

This one goes out to you, my Julian

You were too beautiful to look at and to talk with far too kind

So all that's left is a picture of you scratched, inside my mind

Raise your glass for love, for Julian, my Julian