Love to be beside you, the way you smell,
The way your lips feel and your fingernails.
The way your fingers crawl up my spine,
The way you always make me the last in line.
I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled, but I wont stop to wonder.
Going through this life on my own made me as cold as a stone.
Im a ship going under.
And Id tell you this, but I dont know how.
Im caving in and Im falling out and I cant resist
And I cant rebound with the weight of the world as the world falls down.
Its the way you thrill me, then pull away.
The way you seem to kill me a little more each day.
And its what youre thinking in your twisted mind
The way your body trembles when its next to mine.
This pain I think about it everyday, it tells me Im never gonna get away.
I know its over, but I cant escape memories and how to face another day.