I kind of keep asking myself little questions
Like where do I go from here
I seem to keep loosing track of time and how long its been
Since I last had you near

Been a painful road to a door thats closed
Been a gamble that I knew I couldnt win
Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of you
In the mirror theres a sing I must give in

So Im not holding back the tears anymore
Tryin escape the heartache, tryin escape emotion
No Im not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterdays my memory reminding me of all the time
I depended on you

I used to enjoy spending my time on my own here
Watching the jaded people pass
Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears
And walking a road of broken glass

Its a constant fight to get through each day and night
Its a war between the present and the past
And the face thats in your mind every time you close your eyes
Whats the reason, whats the answer, how long will this last

So Im not holding back the tears anymore
Tryin escape the heartache, tryin escape emotion
No Im not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterdays my memory reminding me of all the time

Been a long time since I heard your last goobdye
Still I hear it clearly every day and night
Whats the point in love when you have to give it up
Yet still you need it and its nowhere you can find

So Im not holding back the tears anymore
Tryin escape the heartache, tryin escape emotion
No Im not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterdays my memory reminding me of all the time
I depended on you