[1st verse]

Picture me
In a casket
Blasted
Never nobody
Knew how long
The pain lasted
Keep my eyes tight
Im frightened
But I fights like tyson
When playin this game of life
Im losing
Longing to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state
Reduce the crime rate
And take me out
When running toward the lord
I see em fake me
Out shook me
So from church I play hookie
Listen to the words of a brother
The sick stutters
So you better better
Get the get the bags ready
Comes a killer killer
Like skagnetti
My brains contaminated
Hella rotten
Wasnt me that killed you
Who was it what was it
The effects of the mildew
My brains wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord take me away
Before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled
Seriously
This is the letter to my homies
Ill be missin
God told me to behold a pale horse
But I didnt listen
Its hard man
My life is scarred man
Im losing my mind
So now its time
Sincerely sign
N9ne

[chorus]

I just wanna die
I dont want to wake up
I dont wanna cuz
Thats the way that I feel
Im barely hanging on
I dont want to wake up
I dont wanna cuz
Thats the way it has to be

[repeat 2x]

[2nd verse]

I made your life a living hell
With my infidelity
Remember your telling me
All I give a damn about
Is weed stems and melodies
Remember you
Spent 30 minutes in the hospital parking lot
Crying
When the blood test read
The baby of another woman was mine
99.99
You shouldve left
Along time ago like mary j. say
Just let it go like ray j.
Cont
I know your mamma heard
You yelling mayday
Spent my life trying to r-a to the p
You sick of me
Always bein b to the r-o-k to the e
Now theres nothin
Else left of me
I was a bum
But you still wanted some
Through the rain, snow and thunder
Foul ups , bleeps and blunders
But no man shall tear asunder
Is what you said
You shouldve put multi bullets
In my head
When you found that evil
Instinct was a song
Where the events actually went on
This is the letter
To my homie, my friend
Who put up with me for 8
So now to take me
Really quickly is my fate
Im sorry
For making it hard
I know your scarred
Im losing my mind
So now its time
Sincerely sign
N9ne

[chorus]

I just want to die
I dont want to wake up
I dont wanna cuz
Thats the way that I feel
Im barely hanging on
I dont want to wake up
I dont wanna cuz
Thats the way it has to be

[repeat 2x]

[3rd verse]

I love yall
The dynamic duo, my babies
It aint your fault
That your daddys crazy
Donny,
I miss your drumming like me
One day youll be ruling
Leelee,
I miss you in my face
Yellin
Daddy, what you doin
You two are the reason
Why Im still standing today
But Im 1600 miles away
And you get my heart sinkin
When I start thinkin about you babies
I heavily start drinkin
On a daily puffin
Im seeing my heart
I gots to toughin
Cant see me leavin my angels with nothin
So I keep bussin
Use my pain for you two
Ive gotta come up in the game
So one day you can do the same with yours
Love you galore
And I aint playin
Makin me put an end
To this suicidal mind state sayin

[chorus]

I dont want to wake up
I dont wanna cuz
Thats the way I feel
Im barely hanging on
I dont want to wake up
I dont wanna cuz
Thats the way it has to be

[repeat 2x]